I'm still grieving over Sammie. I emailed her parents to try to tell them that I'm here for them and I miss her, too. Sammie was a wonderful girl. I wish she didn't do what she did. A lot of people cared about her, even if they didn't say it often. About a few days before she died, she made me promise I'd never cut myself again. I did the day before I talked to her, and she found out. I didn't even think that she was planning it. After she died, I told myself there was no way I'd ever break my promise to her. I promise I'll never cut again.
I'm sticking with my promise because of how much she meant to me. I was having major suicidal thoughts after I got the news. Talking to people and being able to get those feelings out was great. Everyday - all day - I'd just sit on my bed in the corner and cry. I couldn't cope without her. Her funeral was in Nevada, so I couldn't go. She was my best friend. She was there when I needed her. Now she's gone. I'll never forget her, and she'll always be in my heart. I have a guardian angel now; now I feel safe.
I love you, Sammie.
Never forget it.
I'm sticking with my promise because of how much she meant to me. I was having major suicidal thoughts after I got the news. Talking to people and being able to get those feelings out was great. Everyday - all day - I'd just sit on my bed in the corner and cry. I couldn't cope without her. Her funeral was in Nevada, so I couldn't go. She was my best friend. She was there when I needed her. Now she's gone. I'll never forget her, and she'll always be in my heart. I have a guardian angel now; now I feel safe.
I love you, Sammie.
Never forget it.
In remembrance of Sammie who took her life on April 30, 2013, write love on your wrist and wear yellow on September 10th. We need to take a stand against bullying. R.I.P Sammie </3
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